Abandoned

I had a wonderful experience the past one month which is on the Oct. i din write it was because i am too busy on my stupid stuff. Today was my free day so that i can share my feeling with you and blog here to keep me updated every single stupid things i done. Seriously i do not want to have any comments from anyone, hopefully (someone) will read this. The past few weeks i had an serious brain injuries which cause me to forget certain times of memories with some of my friends. It should be 3 to 4 months back of memories i left behind. I am quite disappointed and sad because none of them care but only afew person believe me i guess... now that i had recall some. doesnt mean i have recall everything.. in order to act that i had recall. i tried many ways like hints and guess. Totally idiot and miserable. I even lied to someone that i used to love. And of cause i have feelings back but not like how i used to. Nah, i found that everything was a joke. And yeah been trying slightly easy way to explain to them, simply dont listen. Maybe to me.. nobody is important except my family. I dont care how they think of me already, because all they need is accompany. Now i need to focus on my career and goal... Thanks to henry who's my good ..... given me alot of advices and taught me how to be human. Bye~

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 12:41 AM

Went out to have dinner with one of my ex client. After that i meet henry for basketball and supper, LOL. Eat and eat... So on...Sleep~ TIRED

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 8:36 PM

Went to pri pub for drink. Called up fernando as well but due to working he's unable to go down. Too bad? Drank some beer with pri.. sang some stupid song with pri.. talk cock with pri... whats the point? At least she's there for me.. and now i had realised something seriously. Only when u r something people (Glue-Stick) to you. That's world... I have to forget that person now.. please be strong sophia. Night..

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 7:59 PM

I had forgotten what i did in the morning... until my sis friend arrived here. we was quite busy doing preparations. Cant remember so much.. my brain damaged's getting worst.. Haha... going to forget everyone soon. Having bbq party, that was boring... took a nap while they are gambling.. so tired for no reason.. (Cant Fall and hurt my head again i promise) after napping i woke to bathed, pri messaged me to asked me if i want to play Mahjong with her and her friends. (I agreed without hesitations) Why am i doing the wrong things repeatly. Daddy msged me while am bathing half way. He told me a very awesome joke i had ever heard. I promise i wont be so stupid the next time to believe a person so easy. Thanks to him ;) I am very unlucky these whole fucking year. Started from Feb until now because Jan was a good one, everything seems not smoothly done. I always thought the best way to changed it was being a loyal friends or my grandma favourite granddaughter. Whats wrong with people like them? They simply just acted cruel or maybe real cruel? I fuckingly hated them sometimes. Maybe i am too naive?(Must be) From today onwards... Nobody is to be treated good from me ever again. I promise. Fucked off if anyone jugded me!

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 2:24 AM

Went out for some fun. so tired..

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 8:21 PM

Am planning to go to her house actually.. Pricilia called up and asked if am interested to go down to her pub for drink. i cancelled every single appointment and agreed to meet her later. Went to Jurong point shopping centre to meet desmond and head to safra for pool ;) After that again we head to boat quay that golden cafe to eat something. Desmond had his food done, finished his drink. We chatted for awhile and left that stinky place.(WTF) Reached her place, first thing i noticed is.. i haven inform Daddy where we were. So i message him the locations. Had some awful drink (forgotten how to spell it) LOL ops.. but it was nice still if it mixed with 7-UP Soda. Any idea what was it? Nevermind.. Daddy reached here less than 35 mins as his work had been making him so tired all the time. Sang, drank and PLAYED(Poker card games)~ like some MAD Kids from Metally Hospital... probably every each of us had some stupid heart sickness. Cant remember so much as im quite drunk already. HELL YEAH I LOSTED MY FUCKING WALLET AT DONT KNOW WHICH FUCKING PLACES....! FUCK THAT MOTHER FUCKER IF IT WAS STOLDEN BY BEAST.I asked for it(REALLY). LOL............... zzzzzzzz til 8am, less than 7 hours of sleep. Woke up the bloody first thing to do is BATHE .... LOL.(Dirty Bitch) Done and online to fuckingly write here. Bye~

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 6:36 PM

Packed my bedroom and fell asleep ;p Hahaha.. what a loser. Went out for some drink at my
favourite place hehe.. Went home after my drink and fell asleep immediately again T.T My mind's not empty..

Yellow Aka Sophia blogged at 9:47 PM